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I'm Trenny and my philosophy is rather simple-I believe there are only 2 forces in this world, Love or Fear. My goal is to try to see things through the eyes of love, but I am fallible and do not always succeed. My professional career at the moment is that of a fashion stylist in New York,but my interests are varied. This blog is the like a blog ‘magazine/newspaper/journal', where I’ve combined all the elements of things that I love to learn through those mediums myself. Some life journaling, lots of music. A little health, natural product talk and recipe sharing. Random musings on life experiences, a little style, art and humour. Environment issues too as nature is our greatest gift. I hope it teaches you something, makes you laugh, or gets you interested in something different. If it fires you up,I welcome learning all different points of view. I hope that what I share, including my mistakes, encourages you. *In the end, I believe we are all each other's teachers, so whatever you might be inspired to say/share with me through this blog- good and bad- I fully welcome it. I learn just as much from you. Happiness and Love xoxo TrennyLynn - trennylynn@gmail.com

Monday, October 19, 2009

Loner

I've always been a bit of an outcast/loner type. It has (and continues to) serve me well in the sense that it has allowed me to be independent, adapt to change easily, not be afraid of new places, people, and experiences. I don't get attached too easily, which helps me live the Buddhist philosophy I believe so much in, which is 'letting go and living in the moment'.
Yet, I find it can be detrimental. I forget what intimacy and trust in another person is like, and that is not healthy. I don't want to get so used to sleeping alone or being a loner, that I become safe in it because it is what I've known for a long period, or because it allows me to do things my way.
'My Way' doesn't challenge me or make me learn new things. My way is, by no means, the right way-50 percent of the time. lol. My way doesn't have big strong arms and a sexy deep voice. My way can't carry me over a puddle or lift heavy things. My way can't make out with me or spoon me next to a fire.
Lord, help me to be careful with getting too used to 'my way'.