*I had to cut and past, so my apologies for the odd layout.*
Erin McQuail "I don't understand mean people. Or people who have no regard for hurting another person, or people that are insensitive, because they are so obsessed with themselves, they can't feel anything for anyone else... or because they are disappointed with the state of their life today (unfulfilled desires) because of the choices they've made so far out fear and insecurity and greed that landed them where they are. Be accountable for your life as it is today and move on. Just be accountable. It really is simple. There is time to re-do it and get those things they feel they lack. It is all a search for love in the end anyway. I honestly don't have insensitivity in me, because I worked very hard to change it. Why don't people believe they can change? They can! I have.
They are unhappy and it seems so obvious. I've been there too. Ahhh... let go of your obsession with your patterns and what you grew up with. If you run away from it physically, but yet carry the anger or act the same way...you haven't gotten away at all. You may as well be in the same room with them, face to face, everyday, because that is still how close their influence is when you live in the pattern of it. Don't keep doing something just because it's comfortable and 'what you know'. What your parents acted like. You didn't like it, and you complain about it, but yet you do the same thing? Awake. Don't believe the little things they taught you about yourself. You are not little, you are a child of God. You are perfect and beautiful and whole. You would be more attached to your usual way than to change? Because, even though it makes you unhappy, it somehow feels safe and familiar? When you could instead have joy? God forgave and loved, so he could teach you how to forgive and love. Don't look to heal your unresolved feelings with the past in someone or something similar. Similarity breeds the same results. You got rejected, you 'll find another rejector. The same thing over and over. Think more highly of yourself. Noone will 'fix it' until you heal your own heart and open it.
And this kind of life of change, and this kind of love, would make you feel more safe than anything in this world. I've changed 100 percent. Until then- your past, all the ugly things and anger- will inform your life today. What a waste, It's over. I've had many, many ugly things happen to me, and I have changed and left it behind. Noone owes me anything for what happened to me. As I said, I've changed, and you can too. Well, at least the bad things. There are good things I like to keep that make me, me.
God says-"Do not be hungry to anger nor carry vengeful thoughts"--John 2:12
They are unhappy and it seems so obvious. I've been there too. Ahhh... let go of your obsession with your patterns and what you grew up with. If you run away from it physically, but yet carry the anger or act the same way...you haven't gotten away at all. You may as well be in the same room with them, face to face, everyday, because that is still how close their influence is when you live in the pattern of it. Don't keep doing something just because it's comfortable and 'what you know'. What your parents acted like. You didn't like it, and you complain about it, but yet you do the same thing? Awake. Don't believe the little things they taught you about yourself. You are not little, you are a child of God. You are perfect and beautiful and whole. You would be more attached to your usual way than to change? Because, even though it makes you unhappy, it somehow feels safe and familiar? When you could instead have joy? God forgave and loved, so he could teach you how to forgive and love. Don't look to heal your unresolved feelings with the past in someone or something similar. Similarity breeds the same results. You got rejected, you 'll find another rejector. The same thing over and over. Think more highly of yourself. Noone will 'fix it' until you heal your own heart and open it.
And this kind of life of change, and this kind of love, would make you feel more safe than anything in this world. I've changed 100 percent. Until then- your past, all the ugly things and anger- will inform your life today. What a waste, It's over. I've had many, many ugly things happen to me, and I have changed and left it behind. Noone owes me anything for what happened to me. As I said, I've changed, and you can too. Well, at least the bad things. There are good things I like to keep that make me, me.
God says-"Do not be hungry to anger nor carry vengeful thoughts"--John 2:12
